DARKROOM magazine

 

This interview was conducted in November 2007 by Michele Viali and published on the webzine Darkroom-magazine.it from Italy. Darkroom translated the interview to Italian (see here). So for all non-Italians we publish some excerpts of this interview in English. We chose questions mostly covering topics that haven't been mentioned in any Apoptose interviews before.

In your opinion what are the main differences between your new album “Schattenmädchen” and your previously releases? Are there some peculiar modifications or changes in your musical approach now?
The voices and the work with the guest vocalists are definitely the main differences to the previous albums. It is the first time that other people joined in for recordings. This fact alone makes it really different from the two previous CDs although you always hear that it is still Apoptose.

 

“Schattenmädchen” includes four tracks taken from compilations and three new tracks. Why have you chosen to reuse old material? Where is the connection between the new tracks and the old ones?
During the years many labels asked me to take part in compilations. Whenever I found the project interesting enough I agreed to record an exclusive track. After a while I recognised that all of those tracks had a very strong bond – some kind of common theme that was very different to the first two Apoptose albums: They all deal with obscure and mostly negative aspects of the modern world. So it was clear to me that they were the first steps to an album around this topic. I had no hurry to finish this album so I just waited what would happen. When in 2006 the Japanese Cyberpunk author Kenji Siratori asked me for a collaboration I suddenly held the missing pieces of this puzzle in my hands.

 

On your new tracks the spoken-word lyrics play an important part: why have you chosen this vocal experimental method? How has been born your collaboration with the Japanese vocalist Kenji Siratori? And how the bizarre lyrics of Kenji can be melt into your music?
I am constantly experimenting with sounds and instruments so it was only a question of time that there would be human voices in Apoptose. When Kenji emailed me to ask if I would be interested in recording a track together this time had come. He sent me some of his material which I found quite interesting because it was far off everything I had ever done with Apoptose. We agreed that I send him 21 words and he would write a story around them which later became the title track of the album. The girl’s voice that you hear in this song is whispering those 21 words in German language – the voice of the “Schattenmädchen” (which means “shadow girl” in English) herself. It was a great challenge to compose something that would fit to his text which is quite difficult to grasp. 

In contrast to this very precisely planned title track I wrote the lyrics and the music for the song “Karla” very unconsciously. 

 

Can you explain to the Italian readers the meaning of your lyrics and the main themes handled on Schattenmädchen?
The general theme of this album is the modern world we have to cope with. To me this world sometimes seems to be just the shadow of a world we would like to live in. 
Although I know that only few people in the world speak German I won’t explain the lyrics. That would limit them to only one “official” interpretation. I rather leave it up to the listeners to get an own impression even if they don’t understand every single word. You can also enjoy Apoptose when you consider the voices to be just like any other instrument that adds its character to the atmosphere of the song. A bit like this fantasy language that Lisa Gerrard or Sigur Ros used in some of their songs.

 

Why have you chosen to use the image of a kid on the “Schattenmädchen” front cover and back cover?
This girl represents the “Schattenmädchen” who hides in the shadows and observes the terrifying world around her. The music of the album shows her view on that dystopian reality.


Schattenmädchen

All of your compilations tracks are now reissued on “Schattenmädchen”, but a song remains excluded: this is the Der Blutharsch cover “Vaterland”, off “Fire Danger Season”. Why didn't you include this track in your new album?
Schattenmädchen was never meant to be a compilation album of all of Apoptose’s compilation tracks. Only tracks which fit to this album’s theme made it onto this CD. “Vaterland” was especially made for Albin’s anniversary compilation so I never intended to use it here. Same with the track called “Brainchild” from the “Solaris collaboration” album. I recorded it together with my friend Ingo of Polygon especially for Solaris so it is not on Schattenmädchen either.

 

I assume there is friendship and respect between you and Albin Julius. How learn to know the Hau Ruck mastermind? Is there a connection between your music and the sound of Der Blutharsch? Why have you chosen to cover the track “Vaterland”?
I got in touch with Albin in the early days of his band “The Moon Lay Hidden…” and we stood in loose contact over the years. I don’t think that my music is very close to the style of Der Blutharsch so it was interesting to record an alternative version to one of his tracks. I chose Vaterland simply because I like his original song. But I wanted to give his lyrics a twist into a different direction by recording completely different music rather than just do a simple coverversion.

 

For your live performance in Wroclaw you had Gary Carey in your line-up. He is the mind and voice of the English band Joy of Life. How did this collaboration start? And how did you get to know this great singer of the 80’s scene?
Hails to the modern age! I was able to contact Gary Carey via myspace.com. I found his profile by accident and was really happy to see that this man is still around.
I wanted to record the old Joy of Life song “Warrior Creed” involving his voice so I asked him if he would be interested in this project. He liked the idea and said yes. During our correspondence it became clear that Apoptose would perform in Wroclaw and this time it was his idea to join us on stage to perform this song together. It was a great moment and the first time ever that the song “Warrior Creed” was performed live.


Gary Carey on stage in Wroclaw 2007 performing "Violet Silence"
foto © akinom1

Basically Apoptose is an electronic project and I think for an electro act it is difficult to create a live show. How did you organise your concerts? Did you use also standard instrumentation (such as percussion) as well as the electronics devices? Do you think our readers can see you playing live in Italy in the next months?
You are right: it is quite challenging to create an interesting live concept when you are basically a one-man electronic act. It took me quite a while to work out a concept for Apoptose which I found convincing. It is a combination of live electronics, 10 – 15 drummers and a singer. We also use some strange sound-devices like a long plastic tube that you have to spin around so that it makes howling noises. I never regretted the decision for such a big production and the people who attended our concerts seemed to like it.
We would love to play in Italy! But at the moment our live line-up consists of about 15 persons. So the travelling/accomodation costs are really high which doesn’t make it easier to find an organiser who wants to book Apoptose.


Apoptose live at Wave-Gotik-Treffen 2006

Does Tesco create the beautiful packages of your releases, or is it your own idea? 
To me music and artwork should be a unit so I always develop the general idea for the album covers myself. The actual design and layout of the first two albums were made by Ingo of Polygon. Schattenmädchen was designed by myself. Tesco always offered us the best working conditions and complete freedom in the design. They just say “Stop” when our ideas of the packaging go beyond their economic possibilities, but that’s OK.

 

Do you think very beautiful packages (such as multi-panels digipak, embossed cover, etc) can help an artist to sell his music?
You rather buy something in a beautiful package than in an ugly one so I guess it helps to sell the CDs. But I really don’t know to which extent. Nowadays many people don’t seem to care much about record-covers. They are content to have the music as mp3-files on their harddisk. Which is OK by me. But when it comes to records/CDs I am very oldfashioned: for me every album needs a decent cover to be whole. So for my own albums it is a basic necessity that I am working very hard to achieve a cover that I am satisfied with.

 

What are your future projects? Did you plan to take part in compilations or collaborations with other bands? Are you working on a new Apoptose album? Can you disclose the main theme of your next full length?
There are no compilations or collaborations planned at the moment (apart from the one with Gary Carey) but I am working on a new album. This one will hopefully see the light of day sometime in 2008. After the doom laden Schattenmädchen the next album will return to nature. Be prepared for ancient forests, fairytales and true witchcraft. 

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